CharlieInTheTrees
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Ok hear me out, I may be feeling a hint of guilt about this.
My ex and I had gone out for about 8 months. I really really liked her...a lot.
Anyways I found out she had been cheating on me, and at first didn't want to believe it, but eventually realized she was. I felt so betrayed that all my feelings for her were converted into hatred. I wanted revenge sooo bad, and I felt that just cheating on her woulden't be enough. When my chance came, I took it.
We went to see a movie one night and once it was over, we started making out near a few empty storefronts in more secluded area(it was a mall that wasnt doing well at all, no-one really around, and she had a thing for messing around in public places).
She ended up on her knees and I finally busted on her face, hair, blouse, etc.
And I looked down at her while she was still on her knees, smiling, and said "It's over."
It felt really good to get back at her, but now I think it may have just been plain @sshole of me to do that. I know she deserved it, but I kind of feel guilty. It's a pretty humiliating thing to do to a girl. Especially since we did have good times and I really did care about her back then.
I never let people take advantage of me, but I guess I just don't have it in me to be plain evil to others. Even when they are towards me.
All jokes aside (I know it was funny.) Should I apologize for THE WAY I brokeup with her? I never want to be involved with her again, but I feel like scum.
My ex and I had gone out for about 8 months. I really really liked her...a lot.
Anyways I found out she had been cheating on me, and at first didn't want to believe it, but eventually realized she was. I felt so betrayed that all my feelings for her were converted into hatred. I wanted revenge sooo bad, and I felt that just cheating on her woulden't be enough. When my chance came, I took it.
We went to see a movie one night and once it was over, we started making out near a few empty storefronts in more secluded area(it was a mall that wasnt doing well at all, no-one really around, and she had a thing for messing around in public places).
She ended up on her knees and I finally busted on her face, hair, blouse, etc.
And I looked down at her while she was still on her knees, smiling, and said "It's over."
It felt really good to get back at her, but now I think it may have just been plain @sshole of me to do that. I know she deserved it, but I kind of feel guilty. It's a pretty humiliating thing to do to a girl. Especially since we did have good times and I really did care about her back then.
I never let people take advantage of me, but I guess I just don't have it in me to be plain evil to others. Even when they are towards me.
All jokes aside (I know it was funny.) Should I apologize for THE WAY I brokeup with her? I never want to be involved with her again, but I feel like scum.